I stare wondering. When will I be released? From this feeling of helplessness. I want to touch her. I want to kiss her. I want to be soft as the hardest rock. As light as a boulder. My heart is crying out for her. Yet she is only inches out of reach. I will stay here. Trying. Stretching. Giving everything I have to get a hold her. I speak of heaven. I know what heaven looks like. I know it's location. Heaven resides... It is... Her. It is Natalie.